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Writer's pictureTanuj Suthar

An Ode to Self



All you see are marks

Not the reason behind

You think that I'm proud

While I'm crying inside


Why would I want attention

By inflicting pain on me

It's not fun, it's not games

But a million thorns on my rose petal skin

Now I'm maimed


My beautiful girl

Oh my beautiful miracle baby

I cried when I heard those words

But it was from Georgia to Ginny


Give me your pain

Give it to me all

I can handle it

I wish someone was there

Not to take it away

Not to share it

But to help me, piece myself together

Because I'm breaking down

Everyday

And each day, it's becoming even more difficult


Shush my little baby

I'll buy you a mockingbird

I sleep

As I say again and again

Shush little baby

Don't cry

They will only wry

Hush little baby

Put your wounded hand, across your crucified heart

And go to sleep

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